But the conversation was always about boys, never about being sexual with girls, so I felt completely unprepared when I went to have sex with my girlfriend for the first time." — Brooklyn, 223.
I was expecting it to be so nice and amazing, but instead it was so painful.
It only lasted a couple of seconds." — Katelyn, 2010. I was so nervous that he wouldn't feel that 'spark,' but he did. I thought I found the guy of my dreams and that we'd get married. But physically I thought it felt weird — like it didn't really feel all that great and I didn't feel tons of pleasure.
It was super unexpected and definitely not planned.
I know that I was ready to have sex, but the nervousness of being COMPLETELY NUDE in front of my boyfriend for the first time PLUS being in his house when I wasn't supposed to be made it hard for me to let myself really feel good.
Finally, my birthday came, and his family was home, so we snuck into his backyard and went into a children's playhouse adorned with little kitchenware and dolls. "I wanted to have sex before college because I didn't want my first time to be a one-night stand after a party.
I had met this guy online when I was younger and we had been talking for awhile.
It was the summer after I graduated from high school and I was on a date with this kid I knew since elementary school.
We had talked about it before and we got this cheap motel and we did it.
I've grown so much more comfortable with sex, and I can thank my boyfriend for that for being kind and gentle." — Maggie, 192.